Missloo ♥

I'm back :)

2011-12-28T15:03:00.000+08:00

Ｉ'm back from Harbin.

I'll update blog soon....

Be patient......

Nothing

2011-11-25T17:28:00.000+08:00

I don't care you are my enemy, because it's not big deal.
I have become generous than before ...
Your cunning, it is impossible to let me fall
You misjudge me
I want something, I must get! Because I Never LOST!!! In addition to I give up!!!

what the hell

2011-11-24T16:23:00.000+08:00

huh!?! just now I saw someone blog. really SHOCK!!!
two years ago... really two years...
I'm sorry about that.but when I saw it, my feeling.....confused...
why with you never can be friend?
Hmmm..... because you are nothing for me.
Maybe you will so nice with all, but I really not think so.
Even thought you want make some problem on me, I think you never have this chance.
Althought the case was passed for two years, if people never have gossip, then this world is peaceful.
Never have first world and second world. *stupid
Do not hypocrisy in front of me, you can not fool me! Even give you, you may not get his
hope everything is smoothly ...........

再次回来

2011-11-22T11:53:00.000+08:00

大家好，我又回来了...
我好像很久没来这里写华语了...今天就在这里献丑我的华语吧...哈哈！
原来我刚刚才发觉到我真得很久没来这里认真看到我的blog...
发现到发霉了...哈哈！
我会时常回来的，放心...

圣诞节要到了咯...开始开始倒数了...我是傻了吗？哈哈！
午餐时间到，有空我会时常来...

别太想我哦....

Meaningful (love it)

2011-11-22T11:38:00.000+08:00

When I close my eyes think of you

And the time we’ve had been through

Even though were for apart right now

I remember back when you were here with me

How you’ve make my world complete

But now I’m left alone

We talked about love and hope
Wishing we could start a life our own

I wish that I could live without you

Why did you tear my heart apart

You said you’ll love me from the start

All those painful things you’ve put me through

But I’m still loving you

I’ve tried to give my best to you

I don’t deserve the things you do

Everything has gone to memories

I just wish I know the truth behind the lies

Why did you tear my heart apart

You said you’ll love me from the start
All those painful things you’ve put me through

But I’m still loving you

I’ve tried to give my best to you

I don’t deserve the things you do

Everything has gone to memories

I just wish I know the truth

behind the lies

I'm back

2011-11-17T11:17:00.002+08:00

Long time did not come here to start a little miss here
Time really flies, about a month left in 2011 to the end
I also have a month and a half did not come here, busy? I do not know ... just know that every morning to work, overtime, home, sleep ...
I think my life is this? Started a little bit bored ... for me, not paying the money to survive? I think to see what aspect of it - if I were female house, I think, I was Barbara yourself? Or a person to live life ... I think too much oh ... ha haLong time did not come here to start a little miss here
Time really flies, about a month left in 2011 to the end
I also have a month and a half did not come here, busy? I do not know ... just know that every morning to work, overtime, home, sleep ...
I think my life is this? Started a little bit bored ... for me, not paying the money to survive? I think to see what aspect of it - I think too much oh ... ha ha

Coming back to my birthday ... in fact, nothing special ... like usual so go eat street theater ... nothing special ... my birthday is not a great piece of something ...
Very grateful to my husband bought a gift for my favorite ...

all happy moment with my hubby...

Also thank my colleagues to help me celebrate the birthday ...

Finally, very grateful to my family sent me a gift, is what I most wanted TV in my room ...

In fact, I already have a lot of things ...
My mother asked me, what you want ... birthday was I did not think, should I do nothing missing ... so I chose to buy a TV ...
In fact, I I want to say my birthday is a car, but this requires too much oh ... so I gave up the idea ...
I most wanted to ... so I soon reached here very grateful to my family ...

Well, I say the cause of the next ... I also considered the cause of it ... well just say some silly things ...

For love, well ... you are also considered to maintain this as long as I believe will forever ... but this is just my idea .. him? I do not know ...

Well, here today to share it! Goodbye....

October

2011-10-04T22:16:00.001+08:00

This month is very special month.
My birthday coming soon.
Look forward with someone and something.
And start with new job, so enjoy it also.

Alright, when I free just come update.
Night world :)

Hello

2011-09-11T00:16:00.001+08:00

I just find this blogger app at apple store there.. Haha..
Then next time no need open the pc update ady.. Hoho
Alright, have to sleep now..
Bye  and night

September

2011-09-01T11:23:00.000+08:00

Hello September.
Finally at here update my blog. haha
hear the sound like very busy,actually is very very free, just i very lazy come here.
please forgive ya..

anyway,
today is last day holiday,tomorrow have to start work at new company again.
hope very thing smoothly...

although this few days is holiday,but i feel not is holiday also. because my boy got work also. no choice,his job is like that. not to blame,have to understanding.

NO working NO study everyday is holiday. haha
but this feeling i felt bored, I have to change. NO shopping anymore, save money and have a nice trip with someone.........

shhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh...

*secret*hahahaha

alright, I have to my breakfast already,I have to go..

BYE!

August

2011-08-09T17:35:00.000+08:00

August now
I think I was a waste of time
Finally did it four days of work, salary also took
Now I intend to do?
Loss of direction, sigh
This month can be considered good, can be considered bad
My man birthday fast approaching, do not know how to celebrate
i have no idea*poor thing :(

Ha ha ha ha ha
I finally cut my hair, so many people ask me why i'll cut short hair
I can only answer, because the nausea, I have to get a new hairstyle, change their
but it needs a long point of time just can get long
I hope I can find a job right
I do not want to stay at home anymore!

150 days

2011-07-13T22:38:00.004+08:00

I have just realized that today is 13th

150 days, 5 months

Feel have been very slow
In fact, if we had not separated, we have been together for a long time it
But this also proves our fate?
Is that true?

I would like to say sorry to you
Because I do not like the other girls so gentle
Because the love of a person, people are selfish to have a
But today I learned to love a person is to give that individual freedom
I slowly began to learn this truth ~
I hope we really will be together forever

I love you always I DO ♥♥♥

July

2011-07-13T10:55:00.003+08:00

Did not come here for a long time
Recently, I have to be at home, are considering the what to read, what to do
Sometimes I am envious of some people
Why people can have, and why do I not?
In fact, I dare not expect too much too high
Because they likely will lose in the next second all
Most likely the next second with all
Maybe I have a small bar
Are not qualified to have these
But some people think it was empty, then put the time reading or working on him now!
Please Do not people's private affairs management
Things that people do not need you more control
Is your love how they talk on how to talk, I am not living your life
What do people like to choose is their business.
Also fail to get you to manage
I will not be handled
Because there are more of my life waiting for me to do something more
Reason you did not empty, but everyone has their own bottom line.

Alright,let me talk about my dream
haha
recently I always dreaming I want a good hubby and one dream house

Recently, I really think too much
No reason to think about what I want home
But I know I will not have these
But it can also be a dream ~
Haha

my dream house

bedroom

hahahahaha.......
really dream too much
I think I want dream more and more just can achieve

Bye :))))))))))))))))

June

2011-06-22T09:46:00.014+08:00

finally I come here update my blog already...
so sorry, cause I damn lazy really open my pc
please forgive me :D

today I come here is i wanna talk about last week my redang trip...
actually I go redang I very happy.
cause i second time going out trip with my babe.
before go redang,we went to terengganu there. cause my uncle married.. so we stayed at here 3 days.

i hate go terengganu. because want to sit so many hours car just reach there...
go there at least need 5hours ++
sob....

alright. after redang back.
from terengganu back to rawang,my dad is drive very very fast.
i think we sit in car just 5 hours only...
huh....damn fast man!

after back home,i damn miss my bed...
home sweet home

all of these is my redang simple post

bye Redang :)

another day,I have to went to back rubbish company..
when i go back,the shit company really cant stay already! then i resign early 1 week.
so this week i'm stay at home rest and enjoy and play enough..
but 1 week salary no already... *sob

then sunday was father day
so I accompany my family went to 1U eat BBQ plaza..
yummuy~

the next day
babe bring me go sunway lagoon...
yahooo..... damn enjoy...
thanks babe bring me go. :)

okay,come back important topic here.
next week i have to change new job.
also such like a clerk
before that rubbish company really like a shit. and salary low like hell..
the salary really cant cover my life.

from next week, really will less accompany my babe.
because of my working time and his working time very different.
but it's call life.

To maintain a sweet love really hard
But to a change of heart has become faster
Make a good girlfriend to be generous, considerate, gentle
But I really can not do
You really suit me, and I thank you very much.
But sometimes really makes me angry!
But I really want to learn and generous, open one eye close one eye
Really difficult because we can join in the memories
I will cherish this relationship
Many people are optimistic about our
But I have no confidence
I had to refuel, do the girlfriend part to it!
I love you always I do ♥♥♥

alright,this is all of me middle of June life.

some picture at my facebook there...
go have a look...
thanks ;)

May

2011-05-27T09:23:00.003+08:00

I have now found May I did not come here to update my blog.

Sorry ~ ~

very busy because of the recent

So today I'm free to come here update

Recently, nothing special. In addition to work, go home and nothing special.

Recently the company do not very happy ~

So I have a new life in July , there is no babe to accompany me.

Less time to meet. I do not know how to do ~

Sigh~

And is looking forward to and my husband went to Redang Island :)　

BYE

Last day of april

2011-04-30T11:44:00.001+08:00

Last post for April 2011

You are my everything
My heart and soul
I thought I had dug my grave
But you pulled me out of that hole

When I am lost in the dark
You are my shinning light
You chase away the darkness
That haunts my dreams at night

You are my strength
That carries me to another tomorrow
You are my hope
That replaced my everlasting sorrow

You are my healer
That healed all my scars
You are my angel
Sent from the brightest of stars

When I thought there was nothing more
And my life was at an end
You came into my life
And my heart you did mend

You are my joy
That filled my empty heart
You made my life whole
When it was torn apart

When I found you
I was free from all torment
You are my angel
That was heaven sent

You mean so much to me
You are the only one I adore
You are my everything
I could ask for nothing more

April

2011-04-21T16:14:00.004+08:00

Oops! I just found out that April did not come update my blog! You see how bad I'm!

Do not know what to do with his life is still the same.

Recently just work, sleep, dating , and no other matter can let me do~
This life is not a week to repeat. that is really bored.
Oh, time has gone. More than a week May is coming ...
Time to stop at some moment?
I like high school, I like to join with you alone, I like you stay with me hold my feelings.

But time kept ticking away

So sometimes I was forced to go along with the time, also followed the time to change .

Time really can change a lot of things .
To the businessman said, a minute is their life ~

but for those of us silly people?

I do not know what is it!
But looking ahead it does not matter who it.

Even if you want to change and I can not change ~

because my temper is so bad and no one can live to my temper.

World Peace :)

time's up

2011-03-25T15:28:00.002+08:00

Finally SPM result is out.

What my feeling?

two words : disappointed and hopeless.

but whatever... it's over,no matter can let me upset.

but my friend ask me,you want retake you SPM?

even thought I retake my SPM just waste my time only.

so.... just leave it :)

now I want save money go travel.

I must want go Taiwan,Hong Kong and Rome :)

I really don't know need save how much just can go all of these place :(

from now on,really want save money.

by the way,I want thanks my babe a lot.

because you let me got a new life and let me stay happy always :D

recently nothing special also.

just keeping busy and dating with my babe only.

this week have dinner again.

I'm looking forward something ^^

hope it's will be smoothly

Bye everyone :)

simple

2011-03-20T16:08:00.002+08:00

I think my blog has been a lot of dust
Did not come here to clean up a long time, haha
Has recently been busy
Be free to come to update it, ha ha
SPM results to be out on Wednesday
I hope my results will not be bad to go there :)

simple post today

Ciaooooooooooooooooooooo

宝贝,我们来做一个约定

2011-03-03T19:14:00.005+08:00

最美丽的故事没有结局，最浪漫的感情没有归宿，最幸福的爱情没有言语，最深刻的喜欢没有空间！爱情也不完美，但是却有彼此心灵间的默契．让彼此感受到，爱在滋长！ “我爱你”也就不那么空空的了！　想你是一种甜蜜的忧伤，想你是一种酸涩的期待，想你是一种幸福的惆怅，想你是一种矛盾的向往！思念也不完美，但是思念却是一种迷离的希望！让彼此更明白彼此是控制不了的牵挂！　　记得有句话，因为想一个人而寂寞．因为爱一个人而温柔．但是`还好，寂寞的时候我可以想你！温柔的时候因为有一个梦需要执着而坚强．其实，有你，真好！　　爱是一种付出，即使痛苦也会觉得甘愿．爱是一种直着，即使心碎也会觉得无悔．　　我不知道是不是所有女人都会为用生命去保卫自己的爱情！但是我相信爱情的力量！有些时候，爱，真的说不出来！有些时候，爱，就是望着你忽然泪留满面！所以，你要原谅！如果我说不出那句“我爱你”，不是我不爱你！而是我真的很爱你！爱到只听的到自己的心跳！所以，你要理解！当我望着你莫名其妙流下眼泪，不是你做错什么，不是我无理取闹！是我真的很爱你！爱到看着你也可以掉下幸福的眼泪！所以你要抱着我！因为我真的很怕失去你！如果我总缠着你，请不要说我不乖！请不要对我生气！因为我真的很珍惜和你的每分每秒！哪怕明明相隔两地，哪怕只是在电话中相聚！因为在乎每一次小小意义上的分离！如果我不会总缠着你，请不要以为我舍得和你说再见了！你不懂我那一瞬间的失落，是多么想伸出手去抓住你！你要明白正是为了爱，才悄悄的收起对你的依赖！

也许有一天我们都会埋怨！也许有一天我们都会犯错！也许有一天我们都会忽视今天的诺言！也许有一天我们也会吵架！ ...

我们来做个约定好吗？

约好即使吵架也不可以不接听彼此的电话！

约好即使吵架也不可以不好好照顾自己！

约好即使吵架也不可以轻易说分手！

约好即使吵架也不可以伤害自己！

约好即使吵架也不可以错过了...

约好，吵架的时候告诉自己：

错误是短暂的，错过却是永远遗憾的...

爱情，有时候很脆弱！脆弱到容不下一点点沙！爱情，有时候很顽强！顽强到什么也分不开相爱的人！

如果有一天，我们不在任性的不理会一切！如果有一天，我们不在要求时时都粘在一起！如果有一天，我们不在傻傻的看着对方微笑！如果有一天，我们不在不理会柴米油盐！如果有一天，我们不在是任性的两个小孩！如果有一天，我们习惯了彼此埋怨...

请不要说“分手吧，祝你快乐！” 因为这一天更应该说 “我们结婚吧，让我照顾你一辈子”！！

Movie time

2011-02-20T17:28:00.003+08:00

Yesterday night with my babe went to movie.
then we had dinner at fullhouse.
nice feel at there. haha

fullhouse menu

my dinner let me eat already.
forget take photo.
I'm sorry ;D
next time first ya. haha

Finally, my dessert

Blueberry Cheese Cake.
It's damn nice!
delicious, yummy :)

after dinner, we had watched The Green Hornet.
this movie not bad but got a bit not logical.

after movie, home sweet home ♥♥♥

I’ll reach for your hand in the cold of winter, I’ll reach for your hand in the heat of summer. But if my short life can’t reach the dawn of spring, I promise, in heaven, I’ll reach you with my wings.

Valentines Day

2011-02-20T17:11:00.002+08:00

The night before Valentine's Day, this is what I went to my cousin house to eat buffet
But the rain that night, I and my family to go home early
On the same day, and he asked me out
I thought it was only tea and then go home
But in my way home, he stopped in one place
I feel something wrong with
I began to doubt
Phone rings, a look at the information
Was his message me and told me to open the trunk of his car
I do not believe the time is really
I gave him a gift before he save the beautiful
and He bought 11 roses, buberry perfume
I am almost moved to tears, but I have endured
Time to go home, he remembered the song never say never
The tears of my eyes in my side, but I still hold on
In the end, look at the information home, my tears do not help it
Tears out
He was the first boy I'm so touched

11 roses

Buberry perfume
my favorites ♥♥♥

thanks my babe ♥♥♥

took photo with my babe bought 11 roses
nice, right?
hahaha

and another night is valentines days,dinner with my babe's family
after dinner, straight way went to genting.

Miss the moment when together with babe ;)

I sure will cherish all what I have now.
anyway,
babe I love you♥♥♥

Port Dickson

2011-02-20T16:59:00.003+08:00

Opssssssssssssssss.....I'm very sorry
Then late in updating my blog
Then in the chinese new year, and with them went to the PD trip
Go to the other side is really playing to a very crazy

got a lot of fun at there and got some good memories at there also :)
this trip is a nice trip :)
although less people, and happened some unhappy event.
but it's okay.
no big deal, peace ;)

let see some picture

kah hoe,chin hoe

me and chloe

(my face is so ugly and so lc)
hahahahahahaha

if next time go PD again, my target is this.
love it ♥♥♥
sure will very enjoy at there

So sorry ya,cause I'm lazy upload photo at here.
cause I'm not free for this few days.

Ending post,

me
(I know I'm ugly and too fat)
don't blame me ya :D

Ciaoooooooooooooooooooo

My lover

2011-02-15T19:50:00.003+08:00

I just look back to my previous blog
I forgot what happened before
We have also inadvertently retrieve a photo of the only two years ago
Look back really good laugh
Look like as a child

I have not thought of a dream we'd be together
I'm in a dream it?
Who can tell me?
Two years, has two years
He once again returned to my side of the
I really have to cherish him
I will never again so easy for you went from my life

The night before Valentine's Day, I was really touched
I give you two years ago, you also save the good stuff
I had to send you what I have forgotten
When you open the song never say never when I really want to cry out
Because you remember this song
Although I have not personally, and you said I would let you care about, protect me, love you, give me happiness
Now I'm here to tell you
Yes! I do.

I will never forget that night, because my life is the most memorable day.
and thanks babe give me 11 roses and my favorites Burberry perfume.

I love You :)

Gone

2011-02-10T16:42:00.003+08:00

I look forward to before the arrival of the Chinese New Year
But now to the tail section of the
will be to end soon
This year has been very satisfied with the New Year
Almost every night because I am so late just back home
So I gave my family scold like hell
So these days I have to rest at home, nor at night the street on
Last night was a Saturday, I did a 12:30 at home
Well I do not
But no way, because I can not so fond of playing the
I feel my life has changed more and more large
Has been changing all the time
I do not imagine changing to
Tomorrow is Valentine's Day
I think, has been the second year of his people did a
Susan loo I have today is really a joke slightly
But come on
Let's face it
No longer inescapable

I'll be back to update my PD trip
be patient =)

说忘记，那是自欺欺人

2011-02-02T10:06:00.001+08:00

说忘记，那是自欺欺人，自己在骗自己。其实只不过是想找个借口，来麻木自己的神经，然后告诉自己，我已忘了该忘的，接着告诉别人，我没事，一转身，却眼泪决堤，让泪水出卖了自己。
　　

偶尔的像个任性的孩子，可以长时间的一言不发，独坐一角，安静但脸上却有一种掩盖不住的神情，倦了，累了，便开始有一种想要逃离的冲动。
　　　
倾诉，是忧伤的另一个出口。我不想让自己变的脆弱。
　
　　谁是谁的宿命，谁又是谁的永远？
　　　　　
曾经认定的一切，在年华匆匆而去的时候，只能摇头叹息。谁也不会是谁的宿命，谁也不能是谁的永远。时间是世上最温柔的刀子，会磨平所有的梭角。承诺，就像随着风，飘零如雪的花瓣。在阳光里渐渐沉默，却再也回不到从前。
　　　　　
曾经以为在我生命里会永远相伴相随的人，现在却在距离中渐离渐远。能做的，只有两手空空的，站在某一片纯净的蓝天下，遗忘所有的痛楚和期待，等待尘埃落定。
　　　　
有些事，在历经沧桑后。开始不着痕迹的更改。曾经，不管握得有多紧，最终都会失去。如手中的沙，慢慢的就泻了。而我们，正在逐渐的老去。爱情，始如耳后的风，轻轻的拂过。最终，我们还是会一无所有。原来，谁也不会是谁的，永远。
　　
有人说，人生是一场寂寞的旅行，谁也不能陪你走到最后。
　　　　
一些情绪在等待里沉默着，我却只能眼睁睁的看着它。
　　　　
突然发现，此刻的自己，无能为力。也许，我一直都无能为力。

nothing to you

2011-01-30T01:28:00.003+08:00

我需要和你说对不起吗？
我觉得不需要了...
你们两个，对不起这三个字根本不配你们...
我知道这样说很过分...
可是你们做的东西更过分！
我真的要学会睁一只眼，闭一只眼...
而朋友？
算了吧...
根本不算什么！
我也不会再信你说的话了！
虽然我表面上对你冷淡...
可是我在乎，你从来不晓得...
当你知道时，一切都太迟了！
对不起！

Missing someone

2011-01-27T20:37:00.002+08:00

My heart breaks from missing you. I become weary from not having you near. My hands are empty without you to touch. My mind wonders as if I am lost, for I know I am. I am lost without you. Some days I smile to push back the pain. But deep within my chest lies the sorrow of wanting him here with me. "Close your eyes" they say and you will see him with you. I do close my eyes and I do see him. My eyes then fill up with tears cause they long for the day they will open and see you looking back.

Pray and Pray

2011-01-25T15:01:00.002+08:00

pray and pray
finally I was pass! yahoo~
I passed, but I did not feel very happy!
In the end why?
Now I feel my life and the complex
I have completely lost direction
I do not know what I want
Sigh~
This God can save me friends

So again I pray ~

Time flies, next week is Chinese New Year already
Time passes so quickly I did not expect
More did not expect 18 years old this year
We really can not think of many things
We know some things can not get
But sometimes, it will come around the
I really was the fate of Controlled?
In the past few months, I really learned a lot
Even if I fall I can get up in the shortest time
I brave?
I hope! I also hope I can face the reality.

Looking forward to Chinese New Year ;)

BYE everyone!

End

2011-01-23T11:27:00.000+08:00

This time I can only choose silence
I can only once again to devote herself trapped inside a box
Do not want to face the world
Why are people so the result is always sad?
Why is the heaviest I hurt it?
I close my eyes to think of you
I can only cry, and good sleep
But wake up after it?
I was so painful
In the end, it was found
Originally, I love you more than you love me.

Sorry babe, wish you happy everyday. take care :)

Starting Point

2011-01-22T14:47:00.003+08:00

Well,I'm back.
I said I want come here update my blog,but always forget.
Actually I don't know what can I write about.
But recently I really feel very stress.
is just my starting point?
lover,friend,family.
love is a very very big trouble.
friend? what is friend?
a friend is someone who you think your life would be different if they didn't exist.
A friend is someone who NEVER leaves you out you are ALWAYS included where you are with them. A friend is there for you no matter what.
family? need some communicate.
I really don't know recently what's wrong.
my mind always is thinking negative way. and we really suitable? or just a game? or is me too serious? who can tell me this answer? on my head is got a lot question mark!
who can help me? or all of this is my problem?
"Nothing's gonna change my love for you"
this sentence so easy say right? but when you do is very difficult matter. now I really confused. really, so stress now. Everynight when I fall in sleep,close my eye, my tears is drop it. who can tell me why? recently always emo, but I can't find the reason also. What the hell?!!! why everything I can't find that reason?

when I first met you I thought "what a fool"
when I started to know you I began to find you cool.
when we became closer I started to care
when we became lovers I couldn't imagine life without you here
when he broke up you broke my heart
when we tried again I saw it as a new start
when you broke my heart for the second time
I realised you never were mine
And now I'm just lying here
trying to heal my broken heart and stop my tears.

Pray

2011-01-14T18:09:00.001+08:00

yea! I'm back. I'm apologize.
cause I'm so late just come here update my blog.
Recently damn busy.
When I was started my working,everything was changed.
But I never think would changed a lot.
find my happiness already? Maybe :)
Actually I think I'll so trouble in this year.
Maybe it's just starting point. I really wish everything will very very smoothly.
on 25th Jan,the lord please bless me.
I really need you help on that day.
If that day I'm success. In my life,really nothing is trouble for me.

Lord, please bless me ;)

When I first saw you, I was afraid to meet you.
When I first met you,I was afraid to hold you.
When I held you, I was afraid to kiss you.
When I first kissed you, I was afraid to love you.
Now that I love you,I'm afraid to lose you.

Confused

2011-01-03T19:54:00.003+08:00

My trouble life come again?
please don't come.
I don't want suffer again.
Recently my brain just thinking of one thing.
everyday just thinking same thing.
that's when my result out,what can I do?
Continue studying? working?
Now I really can feel,working really very suffer.
When you sleepless go work, that's feeling really can't describe.
When I think if I still continue studying, what I will study?
now big trouble is money.
NO money really no life.
When I start working, really can feel sleepless.
less a lot of time let me sleep.
I really miss school life a lot.
can I go back?
few days ago out so late just back home.
continuous two days around 3am just back home.
my panda eye more serious. shit~
but this few days I really very happy.
maybe I make this decision is right.

but another question again.
I did do the right decisions are?
Would you cheat me? confusing......

New begining 2011

2011-01-01T13:19:00.003+08:00

Say Hi with 2011.
Last night I damn happy.
thanks my friends a lot.
I know in 2010 I give you all a lot trouble.
I say apologize at here.
by the way, I really thankful you all friend.
I love you ;)

what plan tonight?
NO idea ;(
just waiting friend call ;)

Simply post welcome 2011.

I'll be back :D

Last post of 2010

2010-12-31T13:52:00.004+08:00

We want to say bye bye with 2010.

welcome 2011 come.
sorry,late to post it.
Recently damn busy, cause I've to start working at lovely lace office.
Fortunately, I finally come to work feeling bitter.
I really can't describe that feeling.
Finally I know, want earn money not easy.
2011 is coming.
Everything will be smoothly? Everything will be alright?
I really hope so. When I remind back last year at the same time,what am' I done.
shit. I can't remember, really forget all about it.
this is sad case or happy? can put the sad thing beside, won't so suffer like hell.
By the way, I really need new life.

I'll try my best to forget all about the sad case.
I'll try my best to forgive someone.
and I'll try my best to change my attitude.

all of this I'll try my best.
God bless me.

this is my simple post for last post of 2010.

I want

2010-12-26T20:43:00.002+08:00

I want time to stop.
I want it back.
I think it will not die.
I want everything I want in my side.
Time,
however often do not keep people
Had passed

I think happy days ago to come back again
But time did not in the back

There are some things we can not control
We can only accept the truth with tears
I know you're sad, you just pretend nothing
Has more than ten years
Although I did not personally buy it, not me personally to take care of it
However, just dead, I am also very sad
Besides, are you?
Both humans and beasts, but also will die
I can only say my heart's with Dad, do not distressed

Maybe you are just a animals.
but I also will miss you.

Time

2010-12-22T14:23:00.002+08:00

I'm looking at something?
Ago? Now? Future?
I don't know
Recently my headache is the most money
No reading no pocket money
Also not working
But I do not want to be so fast to start
Oh, that good helpless
Don't know what they want
But some things very clearly
So I slowly accept the fact that
Fortunately, no matter how hard I have, I believe I could stay up to get through

Lord, please bless me

Giving up doesn't always mean you are weak.
Sometimes it just means your strong enough to let go!

tell myself

2010-12-14T00:54:00.003+08:00

Now is 12:54am, after 1am I swear
I won't miss you anymore. I won't find you anymore.I know sometime I can't do it.
When something is telling me,time's up.Everything time's up was gone.
Can I accept this truth? Yea,I think so.
because this matter let me so suffer so long time already.
I hope tomorrow is new beginning. Everything will be smoothly.
Don't let something is bother me. God bless me.
Besides,I know sometime is my fault,but I no choice. sorry,my friend.
something is let me become like that.
what matter let me become like that?
LOVE? yes! that's love. hurt me so deeply.
so I want to know. two really is better than one?
before I think so. but now my mind is changed it.
I think one really better than two.
Although some time really lonely. but it's okay.
let it become habit.

So from now on. YOU already disappear in mylife.

thanks god,and bless me ;)

Nothing is impossible

last day of SPM

2010-12-13T16:21:00.001+08:00

This is the photo the last time I wore a school uniform
Have the opportunity to wear it? In fact, I don't want to wear anymore...haha
SPM has finally been finished ... haha
Super happy now, and so relax now~

I'll be back ;)

Stop at here

2010-12-09T10:07:00.002+08:00

When I first met you I thought "What a fool"

When I started to know you I began to find you cool.

When we became closer I started to care.

When we became lovers I couldn't imagine life without you.

When we broke up you broke my heart.

When we tried again I saw it as a new start.

When you broke my heart for the second time,I realized you never were mine.

And now I'm just lying here,trying to heal my broken heart and stop my tears.

December

2010-12-05T19:37:00.002+08:00

Now is December,time flies damn fast.
Christmas and new year is coming soon.
where else can go? any idea?
sad,i have no idea.
finally today is over something.
damn happy now*haha
but my dead line coming soon again.
big big sigh...

Whatever~
take a deep breath relax,everything will be alright.
even though I'm very suffer now,i hope i can handle it,and smoothly
I look forward to Christmas?
but my feeling lost.
Looking forward to feeling very tired.
But I told myself not to think too much, don't wishful thinking.

That are the envy of couples.
When will I be to find my true love it?
I find it hard to the right.
But come on,love is nothing for me to.

smoothly

2010-11-29T21:33:00.003+08:00

People are not always so contradictory?

A child to want to grow up fast

Do not want to big up

My friends always said I think too much

Ah, but I do not think too much

Although the mouth that day did not know what tomorrow

I also agree that

But some things are always to be arranged, life would be better?

Now I feel so scared

When I finished the math today

I said, the finished

I must not take the honors of the mathematical

I really hope uncle tung can bless me

I know I usually do not read, loves to play

Cramming now, I really regret it

PMR is like the time will not reason, do not care about the future

If some weight to

I'm sure it will really be once again a good test

For the future, are their own good

Now I feel regret

I would not care about what good friends

What they can not be considered

Yourself a better person

The most important are the family

Although I worry about one thing I have recently

But I hope everything well

I really hope that day will bless

I hope I worry about, the smooth

Well,everything will be fine ;)

Night ; Bye

Ciaoooooooooooo

Family,Lover,Friend,Money

2010-11-28T12:46:00.002+08:00

Family, lovers, friends, money
You will find that one important?
Many people do not understand the idea of another
But I used to swing lovers, friends, family, money
But now no longer a
Now I would choose family
Now I find that this world is really very frightening
If you have just entered the community will suffer
I do not want is people who suffer
These days I think a lot of
Friends and nothing
True friends will not tell you what benefits to

After this week, my life began to change
I hope I can adapt to

God bless me :)

Bye

2010-11-26T12:22:00.002+08:00

Really start to feel more and more terror in the world
Obviously someone was wrong, but also blame others
Look at their qualifications where it
Others say:People say that different people really do not understand the world
I am in favor of the phrase
So you see them, can come to you with people?
Some people may say, what not to make friends?
That's really enough
But I found that all should take the interests
So I will not be so stupid anymore
I will also have to prepare for the beginning
Kept saying that good friends
But the heart is so?
No, I have never been you are my friend
I'm sorry, I was so
A lot of things that a game has started
Including your
I think I very well since the time you find that things around me faded
I did not think too much, this is a fact
So sooner or later the end of our friendship
So if you do not blame me
Because sometimes the first is your own fault

If you think I do too, I wordless
Because my character is such
So three years ago, I have good friends
Now I feel no need
Because I really had a very good one
Interests will not say anything like

A lot of things I have reservations for you
I feel tired because
I'm sorry, I'm not what you call good friends.

hate this part right now!

2010-11-24T14:35:00.000+08:00

This test in English, really die ~
But fortunately I did not waste time to read
Because all are not out, haha
I hope I can get good grades in English it

Why do people always like this?
Why are more solutions, and there is friction, the recurrence of the problem?
Dissatisfaction directly come to the point
I do not like people to pretend
I have no acting ability so powerful you
But I see what you are a
I'm not so silly
So I'd rather lonely, do not need any one person

First day SPM

2010-11-23T20:19:00.002+08:00

Today is the first day of SPM exam
I have absolutely no feeling of tension, no pressure
Because I was waiting to die, haha
Tomorrow is an English test that is waiting to die
I'm not sure to skor
Oh ~ MY GOD~
However, also sitting in front of the computer exam, so exciting now ~

Why people can become so fast?
Sometimes the problem is not their own thinking
You may be all right
I should put down you
Because someone reminded me
Although you are now the person I want to, but later?
I would like to have a commitment to you
But forget it now
Because you do not love me
I'm glad you still care about me
When you scold me those words, I still remember in my mind
But we do not lie each other
Because you do not love me anymore
When I test, I hope I can really completely put you down

Finally, I seem to get my driving license quickly
I do not want to load every time I ask someone else
I hope tomorrow goes well

Night and Peace :)

God bless me ;)

last time

2010-11-18T20:41:00.000+08:00

Life of the devil kept spinning in my life
When will we stop?
Today, I know what I most want to know
I finally realized that hurts
But today, I told myself
I will not ask you to do, even if I know I will not ask
Because you do not know the pain of my heart
Your pain only for his
In order to escape you, I made a very stupid way
Sorry, this way, better than I
Maybe I really want to put you in this
You make me hate you
You make me into a ruthless man
All this is enough
I quit the game, I can not think of you
Over again because you do not know my pain!

Graduation

2010-11-16T20:58:00.003+08:00

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Now that you’ve graduated
Nothing can stop you now.
You’ve worked hard to get your diploma;
It’s time to take a bow.Congratulations graduate!
Your future looks strong and bright.
May you achieve the things you hope for
And have a life of sheer delight.

Confusing

2010-11-15T14:39:00.002+08:00

Yesterday my dear are the champion beautiful girl in the sun.
I know you are the best bars ...
The next round, you must take them.
Come on!
Always support my dear MIA~

Tomorrow is the last day to go to school.
Tomorrow is the time to take the slip, ready to test the SPM.
Tomorrow to know the location where the examination.
I always feel time soon.
For the exam next week.
What I have not prepared.
Just playing within the situation.
God bless me :)

Wishing Tree 2

2010-11-07T11:45:00.001+08:00

Yes! Has the fourth day... Life is just fine...
Yesterday, a busy day, there is no time to come here
I would like to live well every day

Wishing Tree

2010-11-05T22:29:00.002+08:00

Yes! already second day.
I hope I can live well every day...
and hope I can completely forget all the pain, and you!

*There is another thing, I hope we have some distance...
I do not want to resent you...
thanks god ;)

Is time to wake up

2010-11-04T22:14:00.003+08:00

In fact, when I was sober
Today is the first day is a new beginning
I hope you had a good time, you can find happiness
To wish you

A new beginning, new life
God bless me ;)

Speecchless

2010-11-01T10:44:00.004+08:00

In the end, my birthday has passed
I get it?
Yes, I spend a person, but through the tears
What is this? This year's birthday was the most memorable to me...
Those who want to return something, or stop my tears fall
But anyhow... Because no matter let me hurt...
I believe I can do it!

not happy at all
nothing at all

Everything will be end at here

I'm not unhappy,just emo. But I'm not so emo,just cry a lot.

23.10.2010

2010-10-26T18:19:00.008+08:00

Sorry everyone,late post at here.

Last Saturday celebrate my birthday at my house.
but I'm not happy at all,because of some reason. but never mind,no big deal also.

This Sunday just my birthday,any idea?
Nope... I have no idea =(
this Saturday is Halloween Eve,let's party?
I haven't plan yet =(

Anyway,I very thanks a lot my friends celebrate with me at last Saturday.
Thanks you all ;)
Muackz

Nothing at all

2010-10-25T11:55:00.004+08:00

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enjoy

2010-10-19T19:41:00.004+08:00

My life began to change... In fact, flies very happy...
As it has been put down all the... Never struggled in the past...
I can say that these days if I had those two weeks, free, and carefree too...
But these days do not know themselves what to do to feel like a waste of time...
Classes did not go to school, sitting chatting classes... Or else to sleep... Life is indeed a good boring...
But what do? Recently, I do not know how... Began to think of you...
But we also separated a long time friends... Why I still think of it?
When I think of the time, the only thing that we were lovers clothes...
Everything else I lost...
Now I work very hard to face the past... But you do nothing...
I hope you had a good life now...
But again, you do not say, or love me...
If one day this coming, I will answer you...
Sorry, we have no chance...
Because of you, let me know what is to love someone...
Because of you, let me know realize that pain...
Because you forget the pain of feeling, the feeling of tears...
I also lost the love of a person's feelings...
Perhaps the change between us is very bad, but people will grow up...
I hope you treat your next girlfriend is very good... But not me...
I only wish your happiness...
And me?

continue my single life...

And you are nothing to me...
I never had no effect on you...
But we're not friends...
The fun you want to, I will take on...
thanks god ;)

WORLD PEACE

I remember I loved

2010-10-13T15:09:00.003+08:00

Time really flies... More than two weeks is my birthday... I'm looking forward to it? But I don't expect the feeling... I felt very lonely, scared of their own one... But I won't let me own one... This year's birthday very special is that I own one over... not have a boyfriend at my side to help me celebrate... half of it, no boyfriend's love... is a person over their own... that a single well, but sometimes feel very lonely... should be I think too much of it? Your birthday is coming soon, in fact, I would like to complete my promise, but now it doesn't need a... Because I'm nothing to you... I'm sorry, I promised you, I do less than... because of my things are not what is right... to see what state of mind it when I... in the plan to not give gifts to you... Actually, I also struggled for a long time, in fact, I is not too happy to... So today I swear I will be very happy... and what you do, nothing to do with me anymore... No matter how you miss the things you like... I wouldn't care so like an idiot... But I will make you regret doing... But also let you pay for... And who is not good for me, and I let him/her pay the price... never so merciful... Who, and I play the game, I will take on... because the former has disappeared Susan Loo , and never come back...

Think back to the previous, and now this time I was in the romance of him...Seriously, I really suddenly want to go back... I suddenly miss you... I went back a year ago, the opportunity for it? But anyhow... Is already gone... You had a good life all right... I don't bother you... Now in my life, no words will regret it... there is no revenge, because I really tired... to love a person very tired, more tired hate a person... So when I put the obsession, tomorrow will be better... Maybe I will be very envious of you, but I can't face you and then smile... because it is impossible... Because I just hate you... Regardless of my close friends no matter how lost I wouldn't want to return as before... The wound with scar tissue, and always be in... Will never disappear. .. just like I hate you... will not change! I see you, I will smile and your courage, because you, let me be strong... You promised me, you will not forget me... This is your promise to me... Me and you story concludes today...
We're friends...

New Life

2010-10-07T12:20:00.000+08:00

I've been sitting around this life for years,
Not enough laughs and too many tears.
Trying to figure out where it all went,
These wasted years that I have spent.

Searching for something to go beyond,
Life's a stone skipping across a pond.
At the last skip, it hits with a splash,
Down the stone sinks, gone in a flash.

Pushing and pulling, it's tearing apart,
Poking and prodding an underused heart.
This dark velvet curtain that hides my soul,
Living this life has taken it's toll.

In a flash of bright light, the curtain is torn,
Tumbling down all tattered and worn.
Revealing new life, a child within,
Born free of hate, of suffering and sin.

Now my eyes see what has never been told,
Striving forth happy, confident and bold.
Into a world that's unfamiliar but friendly,
Into this new life my spirit will send me.

Living and laughing, loving it all,
I stood myself up and answered the call.
The darkness has gone, replaced by the light,
I gave up the darkness with hardly a fight.

I've been sitting around this life for years,
With laughter aplenty and hardly a tear.
Now I can see just where it all went,
Cherish every moment of this new life I've spent.

Life is not a small thing

2010-10-01T17:41:00.004+08:00

Life changes from day to day
Life is flexible and life is a long journey
Life brings unexpected events as compared to the previous one's
Life consequences changes many lives to a new life and difficult life

Some people view life as a difficult aspect
Some thinks that life is a challenge to them
Some people feels that life is worthless
Some people thinks that life is controlled by money

Hard working always brings a good life
Being with your family brings a good life
money alone does not bring a good life
having a place to worship our Heavenly Father brings a good life

For one to survive in this world, one must be tolerate
One should be disciplined and give respect to everybody
One should be wise in this 'wise world'
One should be careful of harmful aspects of life
Life is not sweet but easy but some say it is hectic not harsh

新的开始

2010-09-29T18:23:00.001+08:00

既然你说要分开、
　　
　　我又怎么好意思挽留、
　　
　　你说过你爱我。我只想我你的确很寂寞。
　　
　　你曾经像天使一样的温柔。却领来了魔鬼般的残酷。
　　
　　你嘴角那抹微笑。支撑到了最后。最后却已就要挥手告别。
　　
　　我不想说你什么。也没有理由说你什么。
　　
　　我对你的依赖。眷恋。你对我的温暖。偏爱。
　　
　　我们的世界还有一丝丝余温。但还是要被雪人融化。
　　
　　可爱可敬可别可悲的你。
　　
　　无奈无爱无眷无语的我。
　　
　　注定要在一起。无厘头的在一起。
　　
　　曾经海誓山盟、就像某人所说。抵不过一句“好聚好散”。
　　
　　再见，我的爱

Unforgettable day

2010-09-27T19:52:00.003+08:00

Darkest depths of my soul

Slowly being destroyed by your chemical.

I'm tired of being alone

Last love has turned my heart cold as stone.

Trust, love, and faith all thrown back in my face

I'm such a fucking disgrace.

You dont deserve the comfort of my love

And I didnt deserved to be punched,

pushed, or shoved.

Did I even mean anything to you?

Or was I just a toy for you to subdue?

I dont know anymore the real me

When I look in the mirror I cant understand

what and who I see.

You've sent me back to the way I use to be

Cold hearted, bitter, and inside angry.

The blood from my wrists tell my story

I wanna die and be dead and buried.

My image of myself is incomplete, broken, and dead

Why is my blood all thats being shead?

I know I'm not perfect

Nothing but a burden for some lost soul to collect.

But you made me think different

But it was all a lie and every word you never meant.

But I will find someone better than you

And with that happiness there's nothing you can do.

Give me what I could never ask for

Give me back my heart untoar.

So I can give it to another who deserves what I have to give

A dead soul that desperatly wants to live.

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the next day exam

2010-09-24T15:34:00.002+08:00

今天是考英语，我发觉这次英语考试真的没有专心的考，我也没有再次的把握及格...
虽然我上次能拿蛮好的成绩，可是这次再也不能了...因为你，我不能专心的温习功课...
其实我也没有在想你了，就不懂为什么心里就是想着你...
原来我现在才知道，说了再见，永远也见不了...再也得不到你的拥抱...
我不晓得我这样做是否错还是对...因为我不想再给你压力了...而你想什么，我永远都不晓得...
就算懂了，我也是最后一个才知道的事实...你说你变了...可是我一点也不觉得...你还是以前的你啊...
不晓得你是不是真的放不下她，我心还是很痛...还是这一切都是我想太多了呢？
我根本不晓得所有事，我更加不想懂...事实是残酷的...当你知道了事实，根本接受不了这个事实...
心痛真的比快乐更真实，爱总是那么的讽刺...容忍也不需要天分，只要你爱错一个人...所有的事我已经忘了有几次，一见到你，我根本不能坚持，就有一种冲动的感觉...难道这种不完美，才是人所要的吗？很多事我已经假装过去，可是我永远都是办不到...

*我真的很想念你*

Moody mode

2010-09-17T20:30:00.003+08:00

Suck!!!
Super bad mood today,because for some reason.Also let other people call me stupid again.
I hate this feeling! I've tried, I would like to do?
Even if there will be pressure test,I also want to pass the test quickly.
Because I no longer tired,but once you are a serious injury me!
The first time I really felt the pressure.I used to test PMR, there is no pressure,very easy too, the book does not come across.
But this time just is percubaan,my pressure has been a great.
Perhaps I did not have a month of it for English,I'm really not sure I can pass the English in SPM.
Two days is the opening school,my life is what will happen to it?
Very grateful to you yesterday for giving me the best memories,but you will never know the reason I put down you.
Yesterday we also argue, but also to the other side to cry again.
I'm sorry, promise me you must not cry anymore,you have to have fun every day.
by the way,I'll take care myself. Don't worry about me anymore.
In two month of the SPM,I can do?
Several lessons will pass it?
I'm Feeling super-complex.The direction of my life once again lost.
After this holiday,no more holiday in mylife anymore.
Actually I want holiday,but time never give me have chance anymore.
Because time over again would not turn the clock back.
I also like the time between you and the same?
Can't go back, can't re-coming?
Anyway,you let me know you never leave me alone.
I'll thanks you a lot.
Perhaps people grow up, many things have to face their own,because the truth is cruel, we have to accept the challenge.
Don't order some setbacks, and give up everything.
You're only one let me know how to tolerant, caring, forgiveness and everything.
Lost, I know that will never come back,but you let me know rectifies.
Alright, I'll come back soon...

GTG

Ciaoooooooooooooo

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When the sun shines LIFE GOES ON
When the rain falls LIFE GOES ON
When the sun shines or the rain falls LIFE GOES ON.
When you're happy LIFE GOES ON
When you're sad LIFE GOES ON
When you're happy or you're sad
if you're good or if you're bad LIFE GOES ON
When you're laughing LIFE GOES ON
When you're crying LIFE GOES ON
If you're laughing or you're crying
If you're' living or you're dying LIFE GOES ON.

Emo

2010-09-15T11:59:00.003+08:00

All again in the return to origin
Recent addition to hiding the room crying, also cried
Even the computer room, the family don't want to stay
Painful feeling that I don't want to want to
I want to say out loud, you're selfish
You're really selfish!
Today I decided to leave him
Who through no fault of it?
But I really can't believe I was complete injury
I said to myself, once again
And you, I once again the silence
Because you just think of your own, always ignore me
But all that I quit, this game had I not afford
I don't want to play anymore
Because my heart has been broken finished
From today onwards, we have their own life, I believe I can adapt back to the two weeks of the day without you
I hope you happy and do nothing should make it clear
Because of your selfishness has hurt many people
I won't blame you what scold me before, because hate a person, really tired
And you said, I will never forget, but I don't hate you
Because you let me know what love is, what is playing
My intuition tells me that your side will soon have a new girlfriend
Six months, and all back to square one again
We love the six months it?
Or that a short three months?
All it important?
Exam again next week
I can do with what mood testing halls?
You say you have pressure, I understand
I don't always considerate, but this time I completely do their part
I, no more regrets
Now I am very fortunate that hard, what they want to do something, so they do not know
I think this has enough of it all
Because of you, my first six months pain
My friend said is in a relationship which, who pay really, you're bound to loser
All this is over
All will be happy to resume the day I want

You never changed

2010-09-09T14:47:00.001+08:00

You will never understand my feelings
In your eyes, all I was wrong
But you have thought about is your problem?
I really think you're getting excessive
One day I will leave you
And is very happy to leave you
I will not order a tree, to give up the whole forest

You will regret it, you are doing
I will make you regret it forever.

Forever You

2010-09-08T17:47:00.001+08:00

You will never find
a love so true,
As the undying love
I have for you.
This love of mine,
could never be matched,
There’s nothing
I wouldn’t do.

You could point
to the highest mountain,
I would climb to the top with ease.
You could point
to the deepest sea,
And I would swim to the distant shore.
I would do this honey,
Because it's you, I adore

If I had to reach you
in the heavens,
I would find a way to fly.
If I had to cross,
the hottest desert,
Than surely I would die.
Because only for you,
I would give it my best try.

Ask me to give my life,
I will.
Ask me to bare my soul,
I’ll do it.
I would do anything that you ask

There’s only one thing
I can not seem to do.
The last which is the greatest
Of them all.
I would do all of the above,
And more.
I would give everything,
if I could do just this
one.

I pray and pray,
every single day,
That there was just one way
For me to get you
to love me,
As much as I do
you

It's Life

2010-09-06T22:32:00.002+08:00

Sometimes people come into your life and you know right away that they were meant to be there, to serve some sort of purpose, teach you a lesson, or to help you figure out who you are or who you want to become.

You never know who these people may be, your neighbor, your coworker, a long lost friend, or a complete stranger. When you lock eyes with them, you know at that very moment they will affect your life in some profound way.

Sometimes things happen to you that may seem horrible, painful, and unfair at first, but in reflection you find that without overcoming those obstacles you would have never realized your potential, strength, willpower, or heart.

Everything happens for a reason. Nothing happens by chance or by means of good luck.

Illness, injury, love, lost moments of true greatness, and sheer stupidity all occur to test the limits of your soul. Without these small tests, whatever they may be, life would be like a smoothly paved,straight, flat road to nowhere. It would be safe and comfortable, but dull and utterly pointless.

The people you meet who affect your life, and the success and downfalls you experience, help to create who you are and who you become.

Even the bad experiences can be learned from. In fact, they are probably the most poignant and important ones.

If someone hurts you, betrays you, or breaks your heart, forgive them, for they have helped you learn about trust and the importance of being cautious when you open your heart. If someone loves you, love them back unconditionally, not only because they love you, but because in a way, they are teaching you to love and how to open your heart and eyes to things.

Make every day count. Appreciate every moment and take from those moments everything that you possibly can for you may never be able to experience it again. Talk to people that you have never talked to before, and actually listen.

Let yourself fall in love, break free, and set your sights high. Hold your head up because you have every right to. Tell yourself you are a great individual and believe in yourself, for if you don't believe in yourself, it will be hard for others to believe in you.

You can make of your life anything you wish. Create your own life and then go out and live it with absolutely no regrets.

Most importantly if you Love someone tell him or her, for you never know what tomorrow may have in store.

Learn a lesson in life each day that you live. That's the story of Life.

hate

2010-09-06T12:59:00.000+08:00

Life began to change
He entered my life again
I also asked myself, do I still love you
But I know the answer, that I have not liked you
But why I will take back to his compound request?
How in the end I had?
I really do not know how to do
I also like to know what he would like in the end
This time he asked to be retaliation or a really complex is the like me?
My head really want to head a lot of questions
I really want to ask him
But I am afraid to quarrel, and finally I accepted his request to meet
Whether he is sincere this time or revenge, I will take this opportunity to cherish all my things
And before him I do not want to ask what the
As has become in the past
But I still very much care about how my friends see me around
Today, he said do not want to open, in fact, I do not want to open
I do not know how to face his family
I decided this is it?
If I am injured again, I would be completely lost in your life

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Life III

2010-09-02T17:37:00.003+08:00

just say smile everyone
Unhappy is to go on, is this too happy
I choose happy over

Alright, I'm back again.
Today is my last day of school.
I was in holiday mood.
Tomorrow I'll skip class,but can't skip tuition.
because last Friday I was skip already.
Let's me talking about last few days holiday.
Friday was holiday,went to 1U with my brother,watch Vampires suck.
These movie damn nice,can't miss it.
Saturday just stay in home.
Sunday went to 1U with my parents,night went to time square watched Pha Ju Kang.
These movie very funny also*thumb up

Monday was 30 August,I sure skip school what =D
night was going Genting countdown.
Luckily when we reached there won't jam,just back jam a bit.
Genting's fireworks very nice.
Luckily I didn't miss it also*PEACE

Tuesday night my dear a keng birthday party at her house.
very enjoy on that day. but I didn't get drunk,cause another day I have to school.
and thanks my dear help me make BBQ Chicken,very delicious*yummy

today was Thursday, time really flies very fast.
how about this weekend? any plan?
Planning...................

I really hope this holiday I can go Sunway Lagoon.

(Something I really have to depend on myself.
I Believe You. because I Love You.
Even though what you do before, I'll as not to see. )

Miss you badly...

Hopeless

2010-08-30T14:22:00.000+08:00

You made me cry...

You tore me apart..

You left me in tears..

You've shattered my heart..

It wasn't your fault..

I guess it was me..

for love can't be forced..

Perhaps we weren't meant to be..

It still doesn't help..

now that i know..

Because for some reason..

my heart won't let go..

I've tried more than once..

to get over you..

but you make it so hard..

with cute things you do..

I thought love was joy..

but i've got nothing to gain..

just sorrows..,tears..

and a little more pain..

The day the pain started ..

reality came too..

It was the day i realized ..

......I'LL NEVER BE WITH YOU.......

holiday mode

2010-08-28T14:58:00.002+08:00

Hey! Hey! Hey...yesterday was Friday,my parents was going to Ipoh.
so I just alone at home,so luckily my brother brought me went to 1U watched movie.
Actually want watch step up 3. Finally we have decided watch Vampires suck.
This movie really damn funny.sat in cinema laugh till non-stop.
today is Saturday,any activity? Nope,just stay at home.If not I won't blogging =D
tomorrow Sunday, I wish I can go sunway lagoon tomorrow.Because I really never go there before.
go there no transport really is a big big deal.I won't take train go there,really is a troublesome!
I think my mood is starting holiday.but after holiday I'll die soon. Because percubaan,I still playing.
but never mind, just enjoy~
Monday any activity? I still haven't plan.
I should follow by who? or choose stay at home alone? Noway! but I sure won't alone at home =)

*I will get used to own one*

类似爱情的暧昧

2010-08-26T18:15:00.002+08:00

暧昧，让人受尽委屈。
也许，我不后悔曾经爱过你，可我却后悔没有早点离开你的身边。我自己受伤，爱我的人受伤，我得不到幸福，而你也得不到幸福。
你的世界我本不应该进入，可是命运的捉弄偏偏让我们纠缠在一起。从此我的世界多了一个人，一个不似朋友，也不似恋人的人。我的世界没有以前般的干脆利落，变得纠缠不清。一种类似爱情的东西在心底蔓延，在心里挣扎。
因为不舍你的那份类似爱情的温柔，我在一次次受尽委屈的时候，偷偷的哭泣，却也不让你看见我的伤悲回到你的身边。受尽流言蜚语也宁愿做一个笨蛋，做一个傻瓜。
明明知道你爱的不会是我，明明知道你爱的人是谁，却偏偏选择无名无份的关心着你。不在乎所有的异样眼光，只希望你的心里在某一天有我，哪怕只有一点点的位置，都已经足够了。
每一次在你的伤害之后，我会选择一个人静静地找寻一个疗伤的地方舔干自己的流出的鲜血，然后用倔强包扎伤口。告诉自己不要再这样的和你暧昧不清下去，离开你，然后生活得很好，让你后悔伤害这样一个女孩。可是，当再一次遇见你的时候，你偶尔流露出来的温柔，让我在心里筑上的那一道城墙瞬间倒下，再一次原谅你曾经的伤害，就这样一次次的伤害之后，我已经伤痕累累，终于累了，没有多余的力气去爱你，开始学着放弃你，离开你的世界，去开始学着过正常人的生活。却依旧还要假装的坚强，不愿让人看到我眼眸中的伤心，倔强的告诉别人，我不爱你，我和你只是朋友。
呵呵，所有的暧昧变做习惯，然后在用强制近乎残忍的方式去忘记习惯，开始与你无关的习惯。如果说暧昧是属于我一个人的，那么你是一个玩弄爱情的高手，让我在一次次中受伤，然后你潇洒的离开，不带走一片云彩，然后又在你无聊的时候想起我，在我身上找寻安慰，找寻乐趣。如果说暧昧是属于我们俩个人的话，你是一个傻瓜，你是一个不知道如何去爱的傻瓜，你爱我，但是你对我的爱比我对你的爱少的多，所以在我受伤离开的时候，你没有一点点的伤心，你无所谓我的存在，我的离开。当我真正地离开之后，你会想起我，想起有这么一个女孩，在你的身边陪你走过多少熟悉的路，在你的身边留下多少不能抹去的记忆，在你的身边所展示的单纯与温柔。
类似爱情的东西让多少的人受尽折磨，受尽委屈，受尽伤害。
我终有一天会离开你的身边，也许在我真正离开你的时候之前我还是不会跟你说一句“我爱你” 因为这是我最后的尊严，我的倔强永远不会允许我来践踏着我的自尊，我的自尊就算是你，我也给不了，因为我有我的倔强，我的倔强失去了，那么我将一无所有。也许我在离开你的时候之前我会跟你说句“我爱你”这是我的决绝，为我离开而鼓起的勇气，告诉自己你已经开始在我世界里一文不值，你只是我年少轻狂时犯下的错，我将重新开始我的生活，而你将排除在我的世界之外。
离开，将与你的暧昧纳入时间的洪荒中，所谓的类似爱情幻灭成漂散的烟雾。我的世界，从此没有你的存在，你的世界，我永远不会在进入。你是你，而我终将有一天回到最初的原点，没有你的原点。

Love Is It

2010-08-24T15:15:00.001+08:00

Love is being happy for the other person when they are happy being sad for the person when they are sad being together in good times and being together in bad times
Love is the source of strength

Love is being honest with yourself at all times being honest with the other person at all times telling, listening, respecting the truth and never pretending
Love is the source of reality

Love is an understanding so complete that you feel as if you are a part of the other person accepting the other person just the way they are and not trying to change them to be something else
Love is the source of unity

Love is the freedom to pursue your own desires while sharing your experiences with the other person the growth of one individual alongside of and together with the growth of another individual
Love is the source of success

Love is the excitement of planning things together the excitement of doing things together
Love is the source of the future

Love is the fury of the storm the calm in the rainbow
Love is the source of passion

Love is giving and taking in a daily situation being patient with each other's needs and desires
Love is the source of sharing

Love is knowing that the other person will always be with you regardless of what happens missing the other person when they are away but remaining near in heart at all times
Love is the source of security
Love is the source of life

分手后只能做熟悉的陌生人

2010-08-21T10:41:00.001+08:00

两个人从相识、相知到相爱，在交往一段时间后，由于种种的原因，最后不欢而散，在分手时，总有一方会说出那句最真实的谎言...希望我们还能是朋友。如果是我，并且觉得自己非常的受伤，彼此爱过，恨过，就不可以做朋友，我想也只能做最熟悉的陌生人了。
未曾刻骨铭心,分手后做朋友谈何容易？
分手后，我还能是你的谁？分手后不能做朋友...我选择做陌生人的理由是：既然分手了，就不要再有暧昧的关系，那样只会让自己伤心，难受，进也不是，退也不是，既然分手了，就彻底的退出，快乐的生活，开心是现在唯一的追求。我只能对他说句对不起，不管是什么原因，分手了就分手普了，既然我们不能再相互爱下去，就让我们做陌生人吧...分手后不能做朋友...

如果你曾经深深的爱过这个人,他曾经是你生命中不可割舍的一部分，那么怎么去转换这角色呢，才能若无其事的把他看成是一个朋友？这对大多数来说，恐怕都是难以做到的。分手后不能做朋友...如果说分手后，还会保持联系，这只能说明有一方还没真正放下对方，他还不愿从对方的生活中彻底消失，所以会找各种看似很冠冕堂皇的理由去接近对方。可是，扪心自问，如果你们是真正的爱过一场的话，如果他真的对不起你，真的能做成朋友？NO，因为现实是残酷的,并没有我们想象的那么多姿多彩...分手后不能做朋友...

假设双方分手之后都另结新欢，你却仍以旧爱做朋友，新情人心理怎么想...谁不认为你与旧爱是藕断丝连呢？新欢必然心中不满，更怕在拉拉扯扯中搞出一个对角关系来...虽然也有一些相安无事的例子，但这些故事总不免另人听出一丝尴尬来...当你看到旧情人，你又怎能忘记曾与他同甘共苦一起走过的日子？除非未曾刻骨铭心...

分手后不能做朋友...看着自己以前的恋人,与别人亲亲我我、欢天喜地，你心里真的就那么平衡吗？人都是有尊严的，何必自找苦吃呢？还是早点脱离苦海，把它封在心里，怀念，或者扔掉它，重新过自己的生活这才是明智之举!

分手后不能做朋友...分手了，不做朋友是为了不再给对方希望，不给任何机会，这个人没爱过你或者已经不再爱你，再抱着希望简直是一种酷刑，放手，反而是大家解脱的最好办法，而做为任何一方，既然没有了爱，也就没有必要苦恋不舍了...所以，既然没有缘分一路同行的走下去，那就彻底分开吧，默默的祝福你，但是我的生活中，已经没有你...分手之后仍要做一对朋友，岂不是把过去的一切又带回自己的生活中？何苦呢？歌里就这样唱到：“日复一日，年复一年，淡忘了原初的伤疤，只是一回想起来，还是有一丝隐隐的酸楚在脑海里残留着，久久不能散去。曾经挚爱的人转眼间已成陌路，那份爱也已经随风而逝，说是可以忘记，可生活就象表演，不经意间的相遇，看着她远去的背影往昔一样在脑海间漂动，那种伤是难以语表的。慢慢发现，激情与浪漫已渐渐远去，难以再爱。”

是啊，有时候感情就像一场游戏，但也并不是谁都愿意这么做。人这一辈子记得最多的应该是最快乐的那段日子，即使有伤害和痛苦，也不会为此后悔过，人不能后悔，后悔就代表否定自己，否定自己那就不可能快乐。也许你的收获仅仅是一些支离破碎的记忆，并不如你想象的那么美好，有一个美满快乐的结局，但起码自己曾经那么的珍惜和努力过，足矣！后语：分手后...不可以做朋友，因为彼此伤害过...不可以做敌人，因为彼此深爱过..所以只能做熟悉的陌生人……

My Life II

2010-08-18T18:48:00.004+08:00

I really enjoy my life now
Many things have become in the past
But sometimes I think of
Love me, nothing is
The most important thing is happiness
The school I was also contradictory or live empty lives
I seem to like a person, but I am not sure
I don't believe in love
See my friend so I really want to wake her curse
All his acts will be tough for you
Selfish people should be your right
I really hope my friends won't cry for you
Because is not worth
Time flies really fast, and today has a Wednesday
I used to think Wednesday was the most uncomfortable day of me
And now really easy
Because you no longer rest on Wednesday, but Thursday
In fact, these have nothing to do with me right
But suddenly to remember
A lot of things I really don't want to think, just really reminds me of these things suddenly
In fact, I would like to thank my family, this month where they really very nice to me
Have their support, I believe I can lead a very happy
The so-called friends, nothing
Recently, I also don't understand what happen
Particularly bad temper, and sometimes curse
In fact, I want to and you say I'm sorry, but you do not know how to open and apology
I will treasure what I have now
I am no longer greedy
Since I fall in that, I really learned a lot
In your body, I learned to be gentle and kind, tolerance, forgiveness
I thank you, and learn how to cool before
While your there make me lose a lot of things, but I learned a lot of things
If so choose, I would choose the beginning we have never been
We are still friends
I know it is impossible
However, it does not matter
Because you are not my cup of tea

Now start planning my holiday
I'm going to travel for

I hope my plan will succeed
have a nice day

*PEACE*

没有永远的永远

2010-08-16T18:51:00.002+08:00

爱，也许就在一瞬间，

浓缩在你干涸的心灵深处，

殊不知，

爱得越深，

距离已在冥冥中肆意繁殖。

当你透视这迷离的隔阂时，

你蓦然回首，

此刻，你心中只遗存着爱的温度。

即使。。。。你的那一半，

带着你的心飞到大洋彼岸，

离别是漫长的等待，

是无言的坚守。

而你只有面朝大海，思念蔓延。

距离不一定产生美，

但也阻隔不了彼此的牵挂与守候。

等吧，

既然选择了爱，就要义无反顾，

虽然它

爱一个人很累;
想一个人很苦;
等一个人很傻;
忘一个人很难.

无尽的叹息，无奈的唏嘘。

当你闭上眼
熟悉的背影
在夜色下慢慢退去
一个人
喧闹中
迷失了

当你睁开眼
安静的等待
从舞台上悄悄离开
一句话
记忆里
沉下去。

没有永远的永远，却有永恒的永远。

想念与爱无关

2010-08-14T17:27:00.000+08:00

就这样离开一段情感,但是,想念依然.

这样就一直以为自己是爱这个人的.这样就以为自己是舍不得这个人的.这样就会在某一刻会忽然想到这个人，想的让自己心中刺痛。想的让自己眼中有泪。想的让自己顷刻之间神情大乱。

你以为是爱这个人的，以为自己的爱这个人能够明白的，以为这个人能够感受到的。

事实上这些只是你的以为。

再走到路上，沉默许久。无意中的感觉，我发现我习惯在自己的心情中去想一个人。但是只是想念而已。

这样我就问自己：你想的是自己的心情还是曾经和这个人的以前的那段过往呢？你爱的是这个人，还是爱的是曾经的那种感觉呢？

想了许久，想明白了一点点：其实很多的时候，我们爱的只是自己的感觉，是自己的感觉欺骗了自己。事实上也许所谓的感情不是我们想的那么真实那么让我们感到所谓的惊天动地。

有时候我不明白，人一辈子得做多少违心的事，说多少违心的话？我从来没有想到，这样的事，这样的人，会在这样的时间被我遇到。大概所有的感情只是一种自己沉迷的感觉吧.

一个人要走多少路才能够看见天堂，而多少人是在奔扑天堂的路上才发现天堂其实早被自己错过了。这样才明白，所谓爱情，是我们生命中的一条不归路。当我们走上这条路的时候，就注定受到伤害，注定不可能原样地走回来。

我现在多么希望我能够把去年一年重新来过，多么希望那个伤心的人不是我。

是的，伤心的人是我，却不是这个人。

既然只是感觉，只是想念，那么，就不要为难自己了。

勇敢的代价是自己先放下。

我想的是你

但是我知道我只是想念以前的感觉。

那不是爱你。

爱，已经走的很远了，心，已经彻底冷了吗?

什么时候，曾经的爱，曾经的人，就这样在我们的世界中，慢慢隐去？原来所谓的感情不过如此？有什么是天长地久的呢？

天，给了我们生命，但是不给我们重来的机会。

我们只能是，心绪迷乱中，落地成灰。泪眼迷离中，目送自己曾经爱过的人，一步一步走出自己的视线，然后在心里建筑一座坟墓来埋葬那个背影，也许，这个坟墓要建筑一生。

我知道我还在想念你。

但是我刚刚明白，只是想念一份感觉。

想念，与爱情无关。就这样离开一段感情,但是,想念依然。

Laughter

2010-08-14T11:31:00.000+08:00

Laughter we had
Laughter in our life.
Laughed we together
Together we were
Together for long.
Long enough to be in love
Which I felt
In your presence.
Presence which was full of laughter
As you were my bubbly girl
Whom I loved to laugh with
And share smile and laughter
Of each other
By smiling together
Since we laughed till we lost
The laughter we shared.

后悔了，再也来不及

2010-08-13T16:28:00.002+08:00

Some things never too late to save regret... But you taught me, a mistake can not repeat... Your choice, would regret it... You say this is all I Self Pick... But one day I will let you know, I tell you is very important... I do, and someone else can not do... Then you will know that I am important!

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My Life

2010-08-12T14:33:00.004+08:00

Life is pain
Life is sorrow
Life can always end tomorrow
Life is the begining not the end
Life is going around the bend
Life is surprise
Life is fear
Life, is not knowing what is near
Life is sight, sound and touch
Life is in all of us
Life is laughter
Life is shame
Life can always begin again
Life is a circle going round and round
Life continues after we’re in the ground…

Life is a challenge

2010-08-11T13:39:00.002+08:00

Life is a challenge - meet it
Life is a gift - accept it
Life is a sorrow - over come it
Life is a tragedy - face it
Life is a mystery - unfold it
Life is a opportunity - take it
Life is a promise - complete it
Life is a struggle - fight it
Life is a goal - achieve it
Life is love - love it
Life is adventurous- have fun
Life is a duty - perform it
Life is a game - out smart it
Life is a beauty - praise it
Life is great- make something good of it
So life is a celebration –eat, laugh and do meditation.

Will be fine

2010-08-10T17:24:00.000+08:00

过了一个星期了

这一个星期内我真的过的很好

没有喝酒，没有烦恼

就算有只是暂时的东西

你对我而言，什么都不是

我不再谈恋爱，不是因为我还爱你

是我不想再恋爱，加上还没找到一个更好的

我和你不在是朋友，这个就已经是事实，很多人也懂了

所以最近身边的朋友再也没有提起你

可是我还是知道你的消息

可是我已经做到视而不听了

我再也不会想你过的好不好，我的关心只是多余

我的出现更加是多余的

我会记得你和我说的每一句话

如果有一天，你要和我道歉的话，我是不会接受的

因为这一切都是我自己拿来的，是我自己贱！

离开你，是我的好的开始

恶魔也不在我的身边了！

现在我还过着开开心心的日子，不再过着空空荡荡的日子

这次的感情，我真的痛了，也彻彻底底的醒了

再加上我朋友的事，我更加不信任何一个男生

好的男生去了哪里啊？绝种了吗？

前几天我还想起，我和你已经一年没联络了

想不到一年后我们还是可以做回朋友

可是你呢？对不起，我们永远都做不成朋友

因为你的自私，伤害了很多人

就算其他人原谅我，对不起，我是唯一一个不能原谅你的

就如你所说我狗眼看人低吧～

我从来不在乎人对我的看法

只要自己开心就好了啦

今天在学校拿了很多college的资料

我知道我现在的决定只是三分钟热度

可是我告诉我自己，我一定要考到好成绩

因为我不再靠男生！除了我老爸…

我希望我每一天的生活都过的很好

不再让臭男人欺负我！

“你”就彻彻底底的在我的生活消失吧！

I-city

2010-08-07T11:57:00.003+08:00

arggh~I'm look like kid

Yesterday, finally went to the i city...
I could go, not back...
We are also a large circle around the toll in Subang out...
Back, is even more unfortunate to the family curse...
It seems I can not go out anymore
Poor thing
In fact, I would like to i city with my boyfriend to go, but I do not have a boyfriend, so I went with friends...
Has now officially begun my single life...
I no longer rely on any person...
Perhaps its really a bit of a boring person, but I know I will slowly habits...
I would like to announce that I have a single three months!
yeah!

*PEACE*

Nobody

2010-08-04T17:47:00.000+08:00

It's gone
What's gone? My mind?
Soul? No, I'm fine
Not really
Deep inside, something is missing
The love and tender kissing
She walked out herself
Now all I do is talk to myself
in the mirror, with my reflection
My heart is dead
Soon it will make a resurrection
Once the wounds heal
And I'm loved for real
A type of love I can feel
But nobody loves me
Nobody cares
Nobody loves me
That nobody is me
I can't love myself because no one does
I'm all alone and no longer what I once was
But the only thing that keeps me alive
Is knowing that the next day, it might all change
For the best
And that "nobody" becomes somebody

Moody

2010-08-03T20:48:00.001+08:00

Do you have any idea how I feel

As if my heart was just ripped out.

I actually thought our love was real,

But now I don't know what it's about.

Every day I just feel heartbroken,

With thoughts of you in my head.

If only my heart could've spoken,

'I love you' is what it would've said.

Too bad this feeling won't go away,

No matter how much I want it to.

But in my heart you'll forever stay,

'Cause our friendship is still very true.

I've tried really hard to hate you,

But somehow it just wouldn't work.

Even after everything I went through,

I still don't think you're a jerk.

No matter how much I try to deny,

Our friendship will forever last.

Although sometimes we might lie,

The past will always remain the past.

Collapse again

2010-08-03T20:16:00.000+08:00

Seriously,just I asked myself, and I insist on for so long
What I get?
Why do I always take things too hard?
I know I am tired, I'm really tired
I know that in front of a wall, but I was hit in the past
I have a complete collapse
I ask myself, my answer is it?
Results are not the answer
Tomorrow is a Wednesday
I really can own a person get through to you?
I really can not find him?
I really do that?
I really can not see visually, as not listening?
Maybe I can do it
I hope my friends will understand my side
Today I do that, really my fault
But I really can not help, it would make such a decision
Now I will learn to calm and do not want to have mistakes
I remember this time last year I was so
It still clamoring for shelf, you still have the heart to not back to my information does not come to me
To ultimately? I managed to give up your
But the expense of a person
I am sorry he
I hope he is just fine
And now?
I believe I could make it through
I would tell myself, we can not contact
In fact, I am complaining, but what can I do?
It is your choice, your family is looking at me like
I have nothing good say?
I wish you all the things are running smooth
I hope I will not find you

Life

2010-08-02T21:19:00.003+08:00

今天是八月的第二天...
又是一个人在家...
今天过得很好吗？还好啦...
就没那么emo了...是不是该恭喜我叻？哈哈
今天去到学校也是老样子，没什么改变
改变的是人...我身边的人都慢慢的变了
有些就变得很好，可以成为你的知已
可是有些以前是好朋友，就变成了敌人
我反反复复问了自己很多次
是我的问题吗？
其实很多东西我真的什么都不知道
就这样的误会
我朋友说我变了，我以前不会这样的
就算是误会，我会争取机会去解释
其实解释也是多余的吧
越说越多，是错多
身边的朋友一个一个的谈恋爱
我也为他们开心
可是自己呢？
我也不懂我自己要什么了
现在我只想要有一个旅行，什么都不想想，尽情的玩
不想再想有的没的
或许今天是我的新开始
我知道我自己说过什么我做不到
可是我相信我即将会成功
因为我习惯了自己一个人生活
我快单身三个月了，该去庆祝了...
哈哈哈哈哈
最近有很多谈恋爱，也有很多人就为了不懂什么理由而分开
我看到这样我都很心酸
我也不懂怎样去安慰我的朋友
或许我真的伤了很重，不想再去想爱情了
我只能说爱情让人甜蜜，可是是短暂的
而痛苦呢？永远都忘不了
快乐的回忆还会记得的吗？
我以前会把所有东西去毁灭
可是有一样东西永远都毁灭不到
就是回忆...
经过这次，我真的学了很多东西
我很谢谢我身边的朋友
朋友多是多，知心只有一个就够了...
我不懂该不该相信，可是我知道你不会出卖我...
我希望过完今年，我的生活真的是完完全全新的开始
或许我的回忆还有一年前的你，可是那些已经过去了
好的回忆，我都会好好的保留着...
有一个人和我说，你还那么的小，就别怕没人要
外面的世界还很多，你还没看到什么是社会
也对，我真的不懂什么叫社会
可是我已经懂了什么是朋友，什么不是朋友
什么是虚伪，什么是伪装
可是我很讨厌面对这些人
他们这样的对我，我也会用同样的方法去面对他们
这个世界上都是残酷的，事实也是残酷的....
最近都待在家，想了又想...
终于让我想通了...
用微笑来面对所有事...

Everyone just S.M.I.L.E

朋友变成情人再变朋友

2010-08-01T21:35:00.002+08:00

August

2010-08-01T09:59:00.003+08:00

Time really flies, and today is already 1st of August
Very important for me today
Because I have my life
I began to single life, new start
In fact, I have been single for two months of the Rights
Refused to step out of my own, his tie in a small space inside

Last time I maintained a three-month single life
I think this time I can keep for six months
Ha ha ha ha ha ha

Thank you my dear support me
Now I'm counting down the arrival of my birthday
But after my birthday, my death will have arrived
Because SPM exam
You say the matter, did not I die?

Hope my friend is always happy around =)

be tough

2010-07-31T17:52:00.003+08:00

Although we have not been there between,
but when I saw I would think every couple things before we
Why?
In fact, I have adapted to life without you, you no longer wish to
But the fact that I dare not go
In fact, I very contradictory, completely lost the direction my life
You? You should find happiness, find a bar of your future
I recall we have been over there where my heart suddenly hurts
Perhaps you do not feel that way
But I really can not bear all this pain
You're really selfish, I own one
And you will find your happiness
Have you thought about me?
Destined for me then?
When will happen?

In fact, I leave you is the best way
You never find my way is the best
I really want nothing to do with you
I have told myself, you already have a girlfriend
We can no longer impossible
But my mind is blank

I hope I can hold on
I do not want to let anyone bully
Especially boys
I believe that one day I will be very successful, people will not hurt me!

New begining

2010-07-30T22:43:00.001+08:00

Just suddenly miss you, I do not understand why.

If one day you really can not find me, what would you do?

In fact, I already know you will not like me.

It should be my wishful thinking.

In fact, I tell you, I am nothing.

Gradually lose their friends.

I really do not want a lot of things that do not want to think about.

But those things are automatically appears in my mind.

Up to now, I do not have the heart to ignore him.

And him?

He soon had fun.

This is my own brought it? Or he did not think that I.

I really want to explain, but he never listened to my explanation.

Really hard to maintain a relationship, but more difficult to maintain a friendship.

I really want to me the single life.

But I do it?

Perhaps I can.

I really want to leave him, and he has found his happiness.

I sincerely wish them.

I should look it my new life.

Single life, I'll slightly.

I believe I do not believe in love it.

I always would think that two is better than one.

But now?

one is better than two.

Because there is no worry, no pain.

Anyone who wants to solve, I really do not think there is anything it is very difficult.

Down

2010-07-28T11:58:00.001+08:00

Someone to accompany you when I know you, my heart really hurts.

If you think this is fun, I really have nothing to say.

My heart has been hurt how to restore to a different.

I do not know take a few long time to forget these things.

My tears just kept streaming.

I really do not want to explain, because you do not listen to my explanation.

I can only say that we really should not have contact between.

We will not be a misunderstanding between.

The past two months, I had the really good pain.

You? I hope you are happy.

I sincerely wish you good results with her.

Feeling is come back to me

2010-07-25T17:32:00.003+08:00

Emo...Emo....Emo....

Emo mode get out please !!!

I want a happy life!

happy mode is on please!

I know I cant do anything,just need some time to recover.

I don't want suffer anymore!

Can I without you?

Can I disappear in your life?

really a lot of question mark on my head.

my life damn suck now !!!!!

SOS

2010-07-24T13:21:00.002+08:00

tired tired tired........

I miss you badly..................

I need you now.....

I need you now!!

where are you going????

I really misssssssssss him badly!!!

Been tag :)

2010-07-22T18:02:00.005+08:00

♥ 规则：
♥ 一, 被点者请在自己的网志上打上答案
♥ 二, 请传给另外十个人
♥ 三, 传阅人请在十位被点的人的留言板上通知他, 他被点咯!
♥ 四, 这当中的十位不得拒绝
♥ 五, 被点者请注明被谁点了在哪里接到再传给下十位
♥ 六, 这些被点名者, 你们被点会祝福
♥ 七, 不可回点哦, 并且愿望会实现和得到幸福

♥ 坐上幸福热气球，开始咯 ♥

幸福热气球：第一阶段

1. 绰号：Susan Loo
2. 星座：Scropion
3. 生日：31/10
4. 兴趣：sleeping

5. 血型：A

6. 最宝贵的东西：my babe xD

幸福热气球：第二阶段

1. 有喜欢的人吗：Sure!

2. 有交往吗：nope

3. 幸福吗：Dunno !

4. 他很爱你吗：ask who else?
5. 如果你有勇气最想做什么：let me die again...xD

幸福热气球：第三阶段

1. 你被谁点：Shapo Dear

2. 他是你的谁： my dear
3. 他的个性是：nice
4. 他长得怎样：pretty girl:)

5. 跟他认识多久: forget already xD

6. 你想跟他说什么：be a guai guai lui a...

7. 如果他变成你的情人: girl and girl how come together?

幸福热气球：第四阶段

1. 最爱的音乐: R & B
2. 最爱的季节: Winter
3. 最爱的卡通：Mickey mouse :D

4. 最爱的颜色：Black & White & Blue

5. 最想去的国家：Rome

6. 最爱的水果：HoneyDew

8. 最爱的人：my hubby

幸福热气球：第五阶段

1. 你很爱哭吗: DunnoxD
2. 你很爱笑吗: Sure!

3. 你是很有信心的人吗： never

4. 你想要怎样的生活：suffer but still can survive

5. 你喜欢自己吗：Sure

7. 你喜欢睡觉吗：Yea

8. 你喜欢唱歌吗：Of cause!

幸福热气球：第六阶段

开始点名：
1.My darling Mia

2.My dear sherly

3.My dear Lily

4.My dear, Susan Loo

5.Ling Li

6.C.E

7.Jacqueline
9. Zax
10.Makiyo

如果你有三个愿望 , Tell me your wish :
1. let me get back normal life

2.wish him will find a good girl friend

3.become a billionaire

The End

2010-07-20T17:05:00.002+08:00

Finally Finally Finally,
everything will be gone.
take my time to forget about all the thing,including you.
Even though you didn't see my blog,never mind.
because everything already gone.
my life is very suck now! lost my direction,lost everything before I had.
saw the other couple very sweet,but it's let me remind our love story.
actually I'm not the only one person so pity.
my friend more pity than me,I wish her good luck!
I'll let our story become history.
seriously,I really cant hold it back.
but I want tell you,please take care yourself.
you no need worry about me,I'll take care.
Even though I get drunk every night,I wont do anything is wrong.

our story already gone.
take care.
last again,I'm really miss him badly.

God bless me!

D.I.E

2010-07-19T13:58:00.002+08:00

Just now I was doing very foolish matter.
I ask god,when I just can forget him.
I'm very stupid right?
until now,I still miss him badly.
Even though I miss him so much,I cant control myself go find him.
What's wrong? Susan Loo! wake up please!
love one person should be give up? or hold it back?
I really lazy explain to you,why will happened a lot of unhappy matter.
you never know I'm very suffer.you never never know it!

Once again

2010-07-14T16:18:00.000+08:00

再次的受伤...
永远都不想再站起来了...
我没有这个勇气再面对...

爱你才离开你

2010-07-11T16:35:00.002+08:00

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Everything is changing

2010-07-04T20:38:00.003+08:00

Now is July already,SPM is coming soon.
I really want give up everything.
Before 3 months I was single,but after 3 months I was couple.
Before 1 month everything was become origin.
but just inside 1 month really happen a lot of unhappy matter.
is my problem? or me cant settle everything? just let me everything become so serious?
I told myself,I'm exhausted. cant detain everything.but what can I do?
I just can see you with other girls happy,but me stay at home cry,after cry also cry.
you never know my that feelings.
yes,you are right! I really dont know what is love. how to love one people.
cause in your mind,I do everything just let you suffer.
but I never agree your method.
until now,I really want tell you. I'm apologize.
is my problem,if not I didnt selfish,I dont care you anymore,everything wont happen again.
but I want thanks you a lot. Because you let me know what is love,what is friend.
actually all of those thing,nothing is. just "ZERO"
Friend? very fake. Promise? just a lie.
I never think you just act me as you can take advantage of friend.
I'm really angry,why your friend say something to you.
but all the things I'm really never do it.
I wont explain anymore.Because I'm "tired"
my No.10 boy friend wont is who else.
everything is enough.

you never know what I'm thinking.
Everything will end soon,just let time to solve it.
between of us,really a lot misunderstanding.Do you know?
When you just can everything solve it?
actually I'm very guilty.I'm sorry,babe.
I know how many times I say sorry for you is useless already.
but I just can do it for you. other things just let time to solve.
tomorrow is a new day come,my friend say something really is truth.
I dont want find you,everything will be end.
Seriously,now I'm afraid during on wednesday.
cause that day let me remind a lot unhappy things.
I'm EMO now? Confused..............

No need to explain

2010-06-27T22:26:00.005+08:00

No matter what I misunderstanding between with you and that we no longer friend.
The world thought I was bad,I don't care! I do not want to explain anymore,go express.
I'm tired,I just want to do what I want! I'm doing anything and do not need to explain it anymore!